Now and then..

Stands resurrected another side , a side as dormant as an emotional equilibrium. Well if watching Titanic doesn't make you feel the same , stay rest assured , you're blessed! blessed with apathy. It's almost immaterial how many times you've managed to see it before, whether in lieu of the song or the censored scenes ..:P., it manages to vibrate " the" chord. If at this very moment I let a free flow of myself , which I'm sure I would and that too quite unhelpably , there is this resurrection , it makes you aware about certain self-trivialities . The fact that no matter how much one pretends to be engrossed in encompassing the ever engrossing rat-race , at the end of it all one is just a silly little human with an incessant desire to watch Titanic with a hankerchief in one hand and an expresso in the other ..(hahaha !) enjoying the rightful freedom of laughing at dialogues people generally don't find funny (I assume they miss the euphemism ), and the laugh , no ordinary expression of happiness but a lion's roar to appreciate the worldly parody, often springs up a cascaded laughter, and guess who's the butt of the joke this time!. It's evidently hard to do that in movie halls , unless you're in Regal . Now, it's given that people would prefer watching Titanic with a companion of sorts , who'd mind , I mean holding hands, talking about being there for one another for life , perhaps now your hankerchief is obligated to provide its services to two souls, expresso I'll say , should be discreet ..:P. Nevertheless, for people like me , who'd rather live on a string of illicit imagination than stereotypicality, the very surge in apprehension for the days to come becomes all the more liquid. Now, I really need to end this , I'd say just one thing , no matter what I've to go through, no matter when it happens and no matter if it happens in a respectable self bought accomadation or a rented dingy 1 bedroom set, it will happen someday, and that day I would switch on my laptop , which I hope will be existent till then, plug my netconnect , which I'm sure will be existent till then coz my dad pays the bill :P, and read this very article, and say to myself "How silly I was to write such an article then and wtf , so many spelling mistakes! " Budge!