Saturday, December 4, 2010

The Evil in me

There have been instances, when the mind thinks completely off track. By off track , I don't mean abstract, it's something else. It's like a diabolic intention running parallely inside me. This intention, so to say, I have come to term, the evil in me.

Now, the evil , may be harsh, but it's hidden. Never at the look of perfectly sane human, would one realise the presence of such devilish tendencies.Well, there's a good chance that it might be just me, or that you're yet to accept that the evil exists in you too. The crux is, how deep and how potent this evil in you ,is. That's precisely what might make the difference.

How one perceives the insidious devil , is a figment of your own fertile and febrile imagination. I look at it as an efficient way to vent out anger. The mind , as such, is this cage, where you can exhibit yourself to be anything you want to be, have split personalities, malicious intentions, and still sneak away fallaciously. Isn't that enough? Sometimes, it is but then, only sometimes.

It's okay for me to write about this, because I'm direly confident, that this as a phenomenon is common to one and all. There's a devil in all of us, that gets aroused at the slightest of injustice, the minutest of ridicule, and even at the premonition of conspiracy.

So, the question arises: Just because there's an evil in us (yes , us !) , does that make us bad people , in general ? Isn't it just fine, or if I may say, even more fine ( the grammatical error is intended), to be satisfied having taken revenge in the corners of one's own mental cage? That again is a matter pure perception. Some people like the real, one on one thing much better.

As for me, I think I'm pretty cool with assassinating people mentally in the most imaginative of ways. The one thing I do sulk about though, is that none of my adversaries have given me the provocation to do the real thing. If only , I had enemies worth a fight. Sigh.

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