Curses of Complexity

I write this not as a prenuptial exercise for my unforeseeable future, but because of a sudden yet unprecedented stance of vindication by fellow humans. I'm assuming people are finally letting go of themselves and dwelling in deeper retrospection, a retrospection so dense that it is just too hard to decipher. Having had the opportunity of hearing only a minute strand of a labyrinth of complex emotions, I'm expelled to this atmosphere of sudden sullenness. The bone of contention stands to be " Do humans really need to be that complex and deceiving? " for if they do " Why at all? ".

I might digress off tangentially , but I guess this is an issue which cannot be tackled without an abstraction , much less a thought. Sometimes, humans seem so helpless, and I'm not referring to Haiti ( God rest their souls), but the fact that Defeat, more or less is a part of the game. Life encompasses this emptiness unless and until one is left to succumb to the so called " trysts of destiny " and how does it make a difference. Personally, it makes a man out of a boy, a man too strong to be perturbed by the worldly parody of complex histrionics. Might there be a need to surrender oneself to this one way ,dark ,hollow tunnel , it is a disaster in the waiting, and hence disastrous indeed. It might be hard to gauge what I'm trying to say here, but the only justification should be sufficed by the fact that I'm as much bound not to speak about it as thrilled to elaborate it . The elaboration perhaps would come at a cost, certainly too grave for me to handle at this stage, given I'm already in too much debt in lieu of my recently developed not so pleasant habits, but I guess that too is a part of the game. Imagine the situation , had I succumbed to these habits when I'd be earning a pocket full of moolah,as a consequence, that too in plausible probability, I could have killed myself !

Given I still have a score to settle with fate , I don't think I'm leaving the party any sooner than you guys, for it might be my intuition but my song's just on the way and I'm getting ready to shake a leg. :P ( not literally though ).